One day baby we'll be old.

"One day baby we'll be old, oh baby we'll be old, think of all the stories we could have told"-wankelmut

This to me is one of the most powerful pieces of lyrics ever. Because i have always been scared of dying and the thought of what happens after that. Where does my soul go? Where do all my thoughts go? Will i come back as something else? Will my voice become invisible? Its a scary thing to never come back ever again..world war, evolution, development will happen but i will never know about it. We are all growing older every second and there is no way to change the time or the decisions we take in life, so make them last and make them good ones, ones you wont regret, ones you can learn from, ones that when you look back it brings a small and glowing smile to your face. Because these are the decisions that become the "stories we could have told". A friend told me just the other day "but we still have eachother right?one day baby we'll be old, think about the stories that we could've told".. and will tell

--Kristy Mesick

Infinity

This one is for someone special, a girl who is always by my side. Even if we are fighting she will understand and help me through my pain. I owe her my happiness and will be forever grateful to her. So for those people who are reading this if you even meet Rebecca Jane Harding you have been blessed because as soon as you meet her you will never let her go..if you do your making the biggest mistake of your life! Becky you are truly amazing to me and everyone else.. to me you are the stars, always shining :)

                                           I Love You 

                                                   ♥

life :)

When you think about it, love and life gets harder every time you learn something. We have no idea what will happen in our future but we like to think we know, we like to map things out and pretend like we have it under control but honestly we don’t. and when we go trough school we think that planning out what we will do..doent really make sense. What happens when you reach ur goal and you become what you want to become and you find out.. its not what you thought it was. Or you don’t do well in ur job. You cant do it over again, you cant just go back to high school. No once you choose that’s it, ur life planned. But I can make you a promise something will come along and not nessecaerily mess it up, but change ur life. Is that good or bad. Well its both, you shouldn’t want to control ur life, take it as it comes. Money only lasts until its spent, love only lasts till it changes, but life is something you only get one shot at. So don’t miss the goal, basket, pitch waterver you want to refer to it as. Take the shot and if you miss, get up and try again :) 

Kony

So i was driving to Zürich for basketball tournaments and i was sitting in the bus next to an amazing friend of mine, Becky, and the night before we set off i found a like to the most breath taking and inspirational movie i have ever seen. And to make it more popular and really get this project known to everyone i thought i would put up the link and i hope you will take 29 mins of ur precious time to watch this movie and see how much it will change your life. Because it changed my mind and my view on how powerful our generation really can be. I hope you watch it and feel the same way me and Becky did when we watched it.

http://vimeo.com/37119711

The truth.

Yes i have made mistakes. Yes i have had fights. Yes i have done things i will regret from the rest of my life. Yes i have hurt people. Yes i miss people i actually never thought i would. Yes i have lied to people i loved. Yes i have secrets. But does this mean im a worse person, maybe yes and maybe no. We all make stupid mistakes but the thing is, if you correct them you are doing the right thing again. Dont fight who you are, things you do/have done. It happened. We live to learn. So next time when you know you did something wrong, dont fight it, admit it and carry on. One day it will all be okay. And remember..You only live once so dont miss a beat :) 


Xoxo Hannah 

RIP.

Today my post was going to be dedicated to how great all my friends are. But them my mom tells me that  two work colleagues of hers died last night in the train crash in poland. In that very second i knew that in the last 24 hours there are 16 families who's lives have been turned upside down. I want to say even though i dont think anyone will really see this post, my thoughts go 100% out to those families and the two young men, who worked so well for what they had archived. Im sure you were two amazing young men and sadly out of the hundres of people that were on those two trains you and to be two that died. This post goes out to you two and the other 14 people who were tragically torn from life. Even though you two will never see this post i hope you go to heaven and get to watch over your familie from up there.

Dear Reader,

Dear Reader,          
                             What is a hero? Hero's come in loads of different shapes, sizes and colors. Some kids see hero's as the people who save the world, lift up cars to save puppies, some see hero's to be the people who will keep them safe from the monster in their closet, but i think in a way everyone is a hero. We all save someone from something, it could be anything from saving a friend from a boring dinner date, saving a butterfly from getting trapped in a spiders web, but its still being someones hero. Teachers often say, "it only takes one person to make the difference!" and all the students role their eyes and think "yeah right" but in a way its true we just dont want to believe it, we dont want to take the responsibility of being that one person because we are all scared of failing. We all need a hero, someone to 'have our backs' someone to hold on to, someone to be our safe haven, someone who's hand we can grab on to, someone to talk to, someone who's eyes tell us enough without them having to say anything. Im sure there are thousands of posts identical to this one im writing right now but if everyone realized what they actually had, how many hero's they have in their life and how many people they have in their lives that would risk anything for them, the world would be a much happier place. I have another question for you reader, do you have enemies? I know i do, sadly. Some people think its okay to have them that its a part of life, and up to a point it is but do you really want to pretend like you have a great life when actually you have someone you dislike or dislikes you. Now dont get me wrong, it happens, we cant please everyone, some people dislike our personality and hey F*** them im not changing who i am to please one person. But sometimes its worth the change, you might just find that they are your hero, that the change they put you through opens doors for yourself and you are introduced to something new. And we all know humans literally crave for new things. Just last year something happened in my life that changed me forever, for the good and bad. It happened and i will have to live with it for the rest of my life and in some ways i am happy that it did happen because it opened my eyes and let me see how much i have and what i needed to sort out. I nearly lost someone that i love over everything and everyone...but i didn't and i am unbelievable grateful that even though i have never been a great believer something or someone stopped it from happening. So i am happy to have people who love, understand, hold me, 'have my back', hold my hand, tell me everything without saying a word, people who will teach me lessons, people who have become my enemies, because they made me who i am today.
                          So.. Dear Reader, do you have a hero? Do you have enemies? I hope after reading this post you can think about all the things i have confessed to you and asked you and maybe you will see that life is brilliant and unique.

P.s. You only live once so make it last ;)

Xoxo Hannah

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My Photography

Photography is one of the most effective ways to document our lives, so from now on i always have my camera with me. Because it might be a funny moment with friends, something that makes you laugh/smile, an inside joke, someone that famous you met it can be anything coz there is always something that is important to us worth taking a picture of. These pictures i took over a period of time and chose the ones i liked the most. All of these pictures i took with my Nikon D3100 <3 hope you like them :)

One amazing day with amazing people

 <3 love you, even though we have only known each other for a few days you are stil awesome and i cant wait to get to know you more :) <3

Kristy i think now i have said Happy birthday every way possible :D fb text and now here! but i just love you so much and every thing we did today made ur birthday more special for me!! <3 i will never forget how amazing you are and what a great friend you have been to me!! you have helped me with so much and the amount of time you have made me laugh when i really didnt want to is scary!! :) you just understand me. i will never understand why me and you were not friends in 7th grade we wasted a whole year ignoring each other! so for the last time Happy Birthday my darling you are my one and only <3 <3

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To my darling kristy :)

Fuck her your fabulous! <3 i love you no matter what he says :)

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